Wednesday, 8 August 2012

I Can't Help, But Wonder..

All I can think of is the

' What Ifs '

Its weird, I mean, if everything was normal, Billie would be turning 2 in under 2 months.. I can't help but think about how things would be like, how different my life would be and thinking about how happy I could be.
Especially since now, that my sister is pregnant and due next year!
Maybe that's what is making me think, I admit, a part of me is jealous but I am happy for my sister especially after everything she has been through herself in the past..

I love my sister dearly and I am very happy that she is going to make me an Aunty =)


  1. HUGE hugs lovely lady!! I had an ectopic 2 years ago and totally understand your pain! I have had 2 surgeries to remove my tubes cause they were blocked too badly.

    1. I am sorry to hear about your loss :(
      How comes you had two surgeries to remove both tubes? Did you have 2 ectopic's or just the one?